Shannii Maree – Strong Without Realising
Life through the eyes of a woman who had no idea how strong she was becoming
Officially 14 years together this year and over the weekend we renewed our wedding vows on our 10 year wedding anniversary. But we know it begun before this date cough cough 26 July cough cough šš or if you really want to go back May 16th the day we first met lol who knows the
āI am doneā she screams Tears rolling down her face The heat in her body overpowering all her senses She looks for a place to fall into She longs for the safety of a net to catch her while she wails and falls and screams into the abyss Her heart pounds as she witnesses her
Part 2 of my Pancreatic Cancer journey
Feeling tender Heart asking to be witnessed Fear of falling Or fear of flying? Listening but not wanting to Not wanting to but needing to Stay grounded she reminds herself Stay open she reminds herself But the cracks still appear. āYou havenāt failedā she quietly whispers to her tender heart. āYou are succeeding in more
This past week has been a shit one. Yep I said it. I have felt all over the show emotion wise, without an evident reason. But then my husband injured himself really badly on his bike and now is struggling to walk, which means he canāt be out in the truck, which means paying an
In 2019 I did the year Makeup free and also alcohol free. So many times I was told I was crazy. I was often asked why? My why was that I had noticed I was starting to use Makeup as a crutch and didnāt feel good without it so I wanted to challenge myself to
I am all, everything and nothing. I am a wild woman unafraid to step into the darkness. I am a transmuter, my body is magic. I donāt fear the darkness, she is but one of my homes. I know how to turn poison into medicine. I know how to weave the magic of your soul
My life is out of this world these days. Friendships are magical. Sex is on fire. My home is my safe space. And what changed to make it all like this? Oh, only everything. I would love to say nothing happened. Life just got great. But I would be lying. Iāve traversed the depths of
Recently I spent 8 months working towards being the most epic facilitator that if I had met somewhere along in my journey I would be so grateful to have enter my life. This wasnāt another thing to add to my qualifications. This was the one my soul led me to. The one like no other
Eyes see but they also listen To the light, to the dark, to the all and the nothing We see and yet we can be blind We can be blind and yet we can see Visions unfolding within our beings Observations made that we think are clear Our eyes recognize a truth buried deep within
