I understand others have not

I have visited with mortality many times and I understand others have not.

I have accepted the idea of death, felt it many times in my own body, and are no longer afraid to die and I understand others have not.

I have lived off rations of food and survived and I understand others have not.

I have watched one of my children be hooked up to drips to survive and I understand others have not.

I have watched my baby be resuscitated and I understand others have not.

I have gone through hundreds of thousands of lost money in business and survived and I understand others have not.

I have experienced life in other countries with less sanitisation and sometimes no access to clean fresh water and I understand others have not.

I have witnessed people struggling to breathe and ultimately not surviving and I understand others have not.

I’ve also experienced struggling to breathe and I understand others have not.

I have survived on just fluids for weeks in hospital and I understand others have not.

I have experienced relationship breakdowns due to income loss and I understand others have not.

This ISN’T a post to say I’m top shit, just in case you think it is – What I’m saying is I know I have built up a resilience due to all these things I have experienced in life, and that is a privilege.

One I don’t take lightly.

So during these times where other people are experiencing it for the first time the best thing I can do is offer love and support and truth.

All any of us can do is offer the best we can with what we know.

Because I remember what it was like during those times where I didn’t actually know if I, or those I loved, would make it.

Here I am though and I made it. It’s a privilege to be able to feel calm at a time others are feeling less than.

So now for me to truly believe all my needs are met right now may be easier than it is for others.

To those people who are experiencing the turmoil I send love and healing, even if you believe it’s a crock of shit and doesn’t make any difference I still send it, because I know there are millions of people doing the same.

And the more of us that raise to the vibration of love the easier this world will come back to center.

Even if we don’t know what center is right now.

But the universe/god/consciousness/divine (whatever you choose to call it) does.

We get to trust that this is all for our highest good.

It’s not the first time humanity has experienced these sort of times, and yet we are still here experiencing life as a human.

So in those times where you think you may not make it, I hope the idea that there are others out there who have made it before may just be a little bit of light for you.

And if it’s not right now and you just want to crawl into bed and cry all day, that’s ok too. I’m a big advocate for feeling everything you are feeling.

Transmute it and come back to love.

Reach out and share how you are feeling with a loved one. After all a problem shared is a problem halved.

Then try again tomorrow.

And remember,

Always come back to love ❤️

Xo S