To the girl I was then – I forgive you

To the girl I was then – I forgive you.

I forgive you for believing that you didn’t matter.

I forgive you for thinking that what you had to say wasn’t worth other people listening.

I forgive you for thinking you needed to be perfect to help anyone else.

I forgive you for the things you put into your body in an effort to drown out the things you didn’t want to deal with.

I forgive you for the choices you made that hurt people.

I forgive you for closing yourself off and not wanting to let people in.

I forgive you for punishing yourself because you thought you deserved it.

I forgive you for judging yourself for making some hard decisions.

I forgive you for allowing other people’s actions to have an impact on how you be in this world.

I forgive you for the approval you sought because you didn’t believe in yourself.

I forgive you for seeking love and approval in places it wasn’t and missing the places it was.

I forgive you for questioning people’s intentions in how they were interacting with you.

I forgive you for it all.

I love you. I see you. I hear you. I am you. And you are enough. You are worthy. You are limitless in your pursuit of desire. You have access to it all.

Xo S