It’s only today

By Strong Without Realising in poetry, Self Development, Uncategorized on
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Today I’m in my shit

Today I don’t feel worthy

Today I don’t feel like showing up

Today I don’t feel like it matters if I show up

Today all my shit is on the surface

Today I’m in a fuck you mood

Today my stomach is turning

Today the tears are falling

Today the guilt is heavy

Today my shame is owning me

Today I don’t see the good in me

Today my heart is heavy

Today I have no love to give

Today I don’t feel enough

Today I see all the contradictions

Today I see all the questions and no answers

Today I don’t feel worthy to remove this emotion

Today I am the heaviness

Today I don’t want to be in my body

Today my shadows own me

Today I want to apologize for just being me

Today I am the negative energy that people avoid because they don’t want to be sucked into the void

Today I don’t know how I will make it to tonight

But that’s only today right?

Written 8 April 2020

Xo S

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Published by Strong Without Realising

My purpose is to elicit soul passion beyond the status quo. Guiding and inspiring others through knowledge gained from life and traveling and being in this world.

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