My wounded inner child visited me the other evening.
All my stories came up.
Im not worthy
Nobody chose me
Am I not good enough
Nobody likes me
Blah blah blah
And I was in shock for a moment
After all, I’ve done so much inner child work how could there possibly still be wounding there?
On a conscious level I know the amazing caring loving person I am.
So I lent into that wound to see what was really there for me.
And what was there was that I’ve always got myself, even when it seems others dont, I do.
And I get to trust. Trust that what and who is for me, is for me.
And the minute I relished in that thought, someone else did have me.
In learning to trust in myself and know that I am safe and loved no matter what I ended up being gifted the trust of having someone else to surrender to.
That’s just one example of leaning into a wound and what can happen on the other side of it.
Where can you lean into surrender and trust a bit more in your life?
Xo S